Greetings, alien from Saturn! You have stepped in the online abode of Selena, which houses her mindless musings and lovely rantings.
You're obviously permitted to have a look around, but of course, itchy fingers aren't entertained - so don't take what's not yours ;)

If you knew me well, you'd know that I regret giving up on...

Thursday, November 12

Burn Burn,

I love running in the rain :) And I want to watch 2012. The trailer seems... Pretty cool. Then again, trailers make ALL movies look cool -.- Well, most. Hmm, anyone free tomorrow or Sunday? ;) I'm pretty much up for any movie. It's been a while since I've been to the cinema.

Anyways, one more week! Yes, I enjoy the holidays very much. Do be aware that I'll call/ text randomly to ask anyone to go out. I'm cool that way when I have nothing to do during the holidays. Hmm, Aaron suggests I write a song O.O We'll see. If I do get that bored then, maybe. MAYBE.




"Pain throws your heart to the ground. Love turns the whole thing around."

- John Mayer

Wednesday, November 11

Almost Forgot,

It says "OVERDOSE" la. It's my left arm, btw. Just thought you should know! :)

Sorry for the blurness, I only had my phone (which has a sucky camera, as you can see) when I realized that I never took a single picture in remembrance of my first gig.

I've forgotten what it's like to take photos of very simple things and make them look spectacular in all its' simplicity. I've also forgotten how taking portraits (of OTHER PEOPLE) feels amazing. Especially when you get the perfect angle. I hope I will remember one day, soon. When my Dad trusts me ENOUGH to take the D60 out for a walk to somewhere pretty :)




Maybe, just maybe, it's because you weren't there for me when I needed you the most.

When It Rains,

I like this picture :) Slight gloominess.
No, I am not emo because I like gloomy skies and rain.

My blog is so meaningless. I think I should abandon it for a while. Do not give me reasons as why I shouldn't. Arguing with me is not a very good thing :) I'm warning you beforehand. I'm stubborn. Like really stubborn. Therefore, I won't really give a shit about what you're saying because I know what I believe and it would take A LOT to make me think other wise. So yeah, I think I'll abandon this blog. Or maybe just make it private and not let anyone read it because it's almost like a diary-type-thing to me (yes, I am a loser).

Haha, notebooks are dangerous. People write/ DRAW crap on it and it kinda remains unless you tear it out. Erasing anything still leaves a slight mark. Oh, I'm beginning to like Geography now :) We're learning about the world! Not just Malaysia -.- Whatever it is...

Math. Is. Still. AWESOME! :D




"No, oh, I need an ending. So why can't you stay, just long enough to explain?"
- Paramore

Tuesday, November 10

Crap,

I think I blog too much. But who cares! :p


Well, my blog's kinda full of crap. Hmm, stayed back for Netball practice today. My poor, poor Reeboks. Stupid field (no, I will NOT blame the rain because I'm biased and I love it :) ).

I'm feeling tired and I have nothing more to say now so, bye :)




"Humans, robots, worms, EARTHWORMS!"
- How Michelle categorizes Netball teams.

Monday, November 9

Because My Blog's Like The Dairy I Never Had,

This is officially the weirdest period I've ever had. Period.





"I've come too far to get over you. And you don't have a clue, you don't know what you do to me"
- Paramore

Sunday, November 8

Overdose,

I had an interesting Saturday. As usual, I'm lazy to go over details, BUT!

  • 20 freaking bucks on a cab due to no transport -.-
  • Climbed over a gate to get into the venue. Don't ask.
  • Waited for hours. Alone. *starts to emo*
  • Made friends with the crew but didn't get their names. They seem like nice people :) I bet they are la. Oh, this one dude, about 5 minutes before the actual gig started, asked me if I felt hot standing outside. I said no la, obviously. And he was like "Are you sure? You better come in. Come." so I followed him into the hall with a O.O face. 2 minutes later I was kicked out. So much for enjoying the air condition. Ha!
  • Adriel had PMS symptoms. But I think he's feeling better now! Right?
  • Sharon is adorable :)
  • I suck at video recording (evidence is currently unavailable).
  • There wasn't many people there, AT ALL. I was surprised with the turn up. Thought I wouldn't be able to breathe or something.
  • Had supper with Adriel's parents (yes, ONLY the two of them) :D They're seriously too kind... And funny! (I'm aware you guys are the last people on Earth who would read my blog but) Thank you so much for supper and fetching me home again! :)
  • Oh, I (sort of) met Naveena in person too. Though all we said to each other was "Hi" about five times. It still counts for something right? :)
Hmm, I felt like puking this morning when I got to church. COFFEE DOESN'T MAKE YOU WANNA PUKE. So I'm guessing it was bloody PMS -.- Now I know how Adriel felt.

Okay, so long, farewell!




"I think you should follow them. It's the safest way."
- You sounded unusually caring when you said this. Thanks! :)

Friday, November 6

This Made Me Sad,

Another reason I want to live in the UK.

I know you guys can't see it (I'm not sure why either). But it says
"Wanna see Lostprophets on the Hollyoaks Music Show this Sunday?

News just in - Lostprophets will be on the Hollyoaks Music Show in Liverpool on Sunday 8th November and we have 30 passes to give away. Just email promo@visiblenoise.com with your name and mobile number as well as your postal address and the winners will be picked at random and notified tomorrow - Thursday.

Please note:

- You must be 16 - you will be asked for ID on the day by Hollyoaks security.
- You need to be at venue for 9am and will be free by 1pm
- This prize does not include transfer or accommodation.
- Enjoy yourselves!"
Quick, Iman. Go marry Johnny Depp and... You know our plan ;)




"But even through your doubts we will still be here"
- Lostprophets